Conversations

Earlier this week I realized something about myself. I have never had a deep and meaningful conversation with someone in person. That's not to say I haven't had deep conversations, but they've all been online or on the phone. And if I'm in a conversation in person that could get deep I tend to duck out of the conversation somehow, coming up with any excuse. That or I just keep quiet and avoid eye contact.

I guess this is a part of the 'meh'-ness that I typically exude in person. But I just find it odd that after so many years, MSN is still my main line of communication with people. If I want to have a serious conversation with someone, I go to MSN to talk to them. Even now. Perhaps that's why I don't really go on MSN anymore. To avoid the deep conversations...

I want to say I'm like this because of my writing, and that I can more easily express myself on paper/on the computer. But I was like this even before I started writing, so I don't really know why I'm like this. I guess I'm just a victim of the internet?

It's just really odd. Especially since I've had multiple people tell me I'm a lot more open on my blog then real life... When did writing become my main form of communication? Gosh, the conundrums.

Anyways, so on Thursday I bought the cutest thing ever. Gizmo from Gremlins <3 Omg. SO CUTE!

Oh and that epic post is still pending. But I don't really know how epic it will be... Ok. I'm going to go edit Sky's Content 16 some more. BYE.