Dreams

Dreams as in, life goals, not so much the dreams you have at night.

I was thinking about how happy I was to finish to Sky's Content chapter 16, and how style wise it was my favourite. I was tempted for so long to just half ass it so I could get to the parts where I like. But I'm glad I didn't because it really forced to me to improve on my style.

But now that I think about it, one of my ultimates goal in life is to publish a book. Not to self publish, because that sort of feels like cheating to me... Because the actual process of finding an agent, finding a publisher and actually succeeding is what I look forward to the most. Probably I'll regret these words when I actually start writing millions of agent queries and have my self-esteem blown away when no one wants me. It's just, I know how HARD it is, but I'm excited just to try.

Now I just need to get a manuscript of my book done... lol. But I have plenty of years before I think I'm getting too old to publish a book. There is just so much for me to learn and do before I can even think of publishing. But I'm excited. :D