Dilemmas....

I feel like I already had a post named Dilemmas... or something close. *Checks* Apparently not.

Anyways so my dilemma is Sky's Content planning is completely done. I can't really deviate from what's there. If I do it's just another way to get to some main plot points. So now that I have it all planned out I feel less of an urge to write it...

Previously this wouldn't be an issue because Sky's Content was always changing, but the thing is, it hasn't changed all that much since last Fall. Even with the (out of nowhere) break up the ending is still the same. It's just going to take about 10 chapters to get to where they were supposed to be in 5.

This always seems to happen when I'm done planning out at a story. Once it's plotted I feel like it's done, and I don't need to worry about it anymore. I guess it's because so much more effort and planning is done then actual writing.

For Sky's Content alone there has been at least 10 various plot lines and sequences that I ended up scrapping (probably more I no longer remember). Specifically for when Yuri is house bound after her accident. There is about 3 or 4 chapters worth that I never wrote. And some of it I really rather enjoyed, like the original way Yuri cut her hand. Or the origins behind the flower and note on Shikamaru's bed. Those were so epic and awesome but it just... didn't make the cut.

OH and not to mention the first way Shikamaru's mom found out about them was so horribly cute and romantic. And I mean HORRIBLY cute. Like you would read it and literally go 'AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW' with the jaw dropping and everything. Perhaps I should post about it sometime...

But alas, back to the dilemma of not feeling the urge to write it. I think I just need to get over Yuri's whole brooding period and it will pick up. Trust me I know how annoying and stupid she was in chapter 16. That's because she hasn't gotten her way in two years and is frustrated out of her mind. Which in turn makes me frustrated for having to write that because I have to go through every emotion and thought she has.

Gah, so annoying...